I'm in a big transition. After 5+ years underemployed, some of it miserably broke and in failing health, I got a job, a REALLY GOOD job, one I sometimes fear I don't deserve. I know that's not right: I've been ready for this for a while now, and asking for it, as best I can.
I'm suffering a bruised ego for not making it as an independent writer/designer. I'm not a great sales person.
But now I'm working at NOAA on habitat restoration, using all my communications skills and marketing experience and learning up a storm, because, although I'm a smart self-taught naturalist, I am surrounded by very smart folks who are experts in wonderful things like fish, underwater vegetation, coral bleaching, and how to heal the Gulf of Mexico from DeepwaterHorizon. And I'm earning a good salary.
My prayer is that I am energized and effective enough to be really solid at this job.
so, the woman at the stream, yes, of course. Willow is my soul-tree - I grew up surrounded by them. I will listen for the bird's wisdom.
as for Hel, I welcome a dark goddess of renewal. I will contemplate the masks, I have a small clue what it might be, but want more to unfold.
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Date: 2017-03-16 01:26 am (UTC)I'm suffering a bruised ego for not making it as an independent writer/designer. I'm not a great sales person.
But now I'm working at NOAA on habitat restoration, using all my communications skills and marketing experience and learning up a storm, because, although I'm a smart self-taught naturalist, I am surrounded by very smart folks who are experts in wonderful things like fish, underwater vegetation, coral bleaching, and how to heal the Gulf of Mexico from DeepwaterHorizon. And I'm earning a good salary.
My prayer is that I am energized and effective enough to be really solid at this job.
so, the woman at the stream, yes, of course. Willow is my soul-tree - I grew up surrounded by them. I will listen for the bird's wisdom.
as for Hel, I welcome a dark goddess of renewal. I will contemplate the masks, I have a small clue what it might be, but want more to unfold.
thank you!!!